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31 October 2013

My Lover's Blood


They have been mapping your body, my love
Seeking to poison your blood or clotten it, or blacken it
Now you have been raped, your breasts pinched
Your blood spilled at the West
Flowing across Kimathi’s feet, we are one
I have spilled mine, too
Uhuru Park shall guarantee your freedom
Relax at the bed my sweet red tomato
Let my words caress your ears, your lips kiss me back
Let me refill your veins, blood return to its source
You will never leave me, neither me I swear
Miracles your blood has worked
No more bloodshed, the evil hoods shall remain defeated
No longer can they hold their guns
Or detonate their explosives
For they cannot stop your blood’s flow
Your vessels shall remain intact
Forever and ever
Time no man knows, can’t live to see

Created and given the breath of life by Peter Ngila, 2013

Just But a Number


Alisha, 
Listen, Miss Universe
Let your ears swallow my words
And again, talk of the numbers not
Mine heart is sick, for you my inner man cries
Let’s hang age on the gallows
Nothing it is, but a number

Sweetie,
Desiring your breath is mine soul
Lips of mine for your touch
In my mind we sleep, groins snuggled into each other
The same in love, we are
We feel it, like twins
Defeated are numbers of age

Alisha,
Very deceiving eyes are
Look in the sky, nothing beyond
Darling, about to gain freedom
Are eyes of the heart and the mind
See mine age not
Let your eyes feel, these lovely objects see
Like two calabash pieces, we fit together
Beat in unison our hearts, don’t you feel?
Age we have divorced, you stupid number!
Created and given the breath of life by Peter Ngila, 2013






28 October 2013

Temptations in Human Life


Human beings are naturally and historically weak. Despite this, we always struggle to do nothing else but only the acceptable in society. Mostly, while bent down on our knees, we do remonstrate with God to keep our hearts and bodies pure. However, every man is descended to Adam and Eve – our first parents. They had erred, and so we must face life temptations.   A stream follows its source.
Our God is jealous. He cannot let us prefer the wide path to the narrow one. After blessing us with resources – like in Job’s case, he has to test us. Yes, to gauge the intensity of our faith in Him. He allowed Satan to tempt his own son Jesus Christ, what about we mere men; whose hearts are prone to emotions and desire of earthly resources?
It must be remembered that Lucifer himself had been a heaven resident – one of the chief angels – before falling out of favour with God. Therefore he had some divine wisdom in him. This explains his cunning while wandering around and within the earth. In fact, Satan is very cunning so as to match with God’s incredibility. The two are always in stiff competition to win as many human souls as possible.
Nobody can extend a pointed finger and say; there goes the devil. He cannot be seen physically. He will enter into your friend, and through his influence, he will convincingly say to you: stop pretending blindness, that wife or daughter of so-and-so looks fresh or  looks sweet or walks swinging her hips captivatingly……as though she is calling - inviting you for dinner, or for a walk down the garden on the other side of the river.
Temptations keep us far from God. For instance, take the case of a gospel preacher – turned politician. He storms parliament holding a bible to serve his people with the shrewdness of King David. But to better his life, and given to usual human dissatisfaction, he may be tempted to bribe – or grab a coin or a note here and there using the scripture as a scapegoat. Is this not Christian “prostitution”? Prostitutes are unwelcomed in God’s kingdom – unless they repent like Mary Magdalene.
It’s hard to overcome temptations in Christian life. All we can do is to exercise control with faith as a tool. If Adam had enough faith to resist the wiles of the serpent, the universe would still be a paradise. Death would be unknown. Human bodies would remain young and energetic. Only would we be taking care of other creatures, and smiling and laughing and bathing while naked in the waters of Tigris and Euphrates.
We should have faith in prayer. Our Lord understands when we request him; “……do not lead us into temptation, but deliver from evil, Amen.” He is too caring to allow Satan destroy our lives completely.  When we are faced with temptations, we should always stick to our creator. The shepherd knows how to take care of his flock. He enables his army of angels to know when Satan goes beyond unacceptable lengths. They also know when to fight him – to restore our souls to glory. 

©Peter Ngila 2013   


11 October 2013

End of Days


Holy Scripture fulfillment, not mere imagination
Nation fight nation
Father mother, brother sister
Wasting back to soil they are, one after another
Strange diseases winning
See the red fire, the beast has spurt!
Bloody smell, hang loosely on life’s wall
On hearts’ noses
The merciful one, call whoever you want!
Kissing the soil our knees
Descend upon your flock, before the wolf kills them all
Sent no one, sent nothing
Even the chariot of fire
Created and given the breath of life by Peter Ngila, a Journalism student at Mt. Kenya University, Nairobi campus
Ngilapeter21@yahoo.com